Monday, January 16, 2006
so many things, so lil time.
check my last blog, i was all smiles. now, i dont even know wher had they gone to. im screaming but there no sound.
it was my bdae. then chirstmas. then new year. then new job. then now. so many things had happened. met new ppl. new friends. new job. new (lousy) salary. blah. but i aint happy.
on my bdae. 6th dec 05
boating trip on melvin's (my dad's fren) yatch. 1st time on a yatch. amazing. fishing. bbq. went to kusu island. so fun. got realli tanned too. every1 enjoyed themselves and wanted to go again!
xmas eve countdown. 24th dec 05
do not ever go to orchard on xmas. crowded, sticky, smelly! ppl spraying fake snow from cans, disgusting! the smell of the gas stinks so much and making me hard to breath. and i've no idea why are ther suddenly so many ''man'' at orchard, you know, tat kinda ''man''. i cant state wat kinda man, the govt will fine and jail me. they are so damn eww! they werent touchin wit hands but the like to squeeze among the ladies. i was seperated from my frens(karen, grace) onli after a 10 mins walk among the crowd and i soon found out im surrounded wit man, all kinda man! but, i was lucky. came outta the crowd alive and untouched.
we went for a drink and saw him wit this girl and my xmas mood went straight to negative 1000. i sat at my seat, trying to look out for him but couldnt. my xmas was ruin. jus then, i saw him again, wit a big bunch of guys and girls. so tat wasnt his gf. wad a relief. he saw me but we didnt greet each other. after i brought my drinks, he was gone. i smsed him, hoping mayb he wil chat wit me but he didnt reply. that was my last sms to him til now. and yes, i stil like him, loads!
new year eve countdown 31st dec 05
hell of a party! loads of nutty ppl partied at downtown east d'marquee. yea, nutty ppl. fighters, tt kinda ''man'', gd lookin dudes, ah bengs, ah lians, parents, kids and even babies. i realli dont understand wad are the parents thinking! of cz, i went to a grp of nutty ppl too. grace, alvin, chek chuan. i grooved, chek chuan dance, grace shaked, alvin clapped. how nice. i was crazy tt nite. the 2 poor guys were shocked. its my 1st outing wit them. wonder wad kinda impression i've made. hehe.
after countdown, movie time. cinemas were closed but lan shops werent. we went to cine and found out rooms are avaliable to watch dvds. we booked a room and watched 'the skeleton key'. nt bad. bout curse and stuff. chek chuan didnt watch, he dun like horror movies but he didnt told us. o well. but he was gentleman enough to help us set up the dvd player. nice chap. after movie, home we go. my new record, 24hrs no slep. (yea, i know it doesnt sound alot, u may even beat me but isnt this blog all bout me? =b)
new job. 1st jan 06
again, an 'all-in-1' position. however, tis is far more worst den my pet shop job. tis includes sales, cashier, cleaning, packing, telemarketing and giving out pamplets! isit it lame?! if i wanted to do telemarketing, i would had find a similar job. same as giving out pamlets. i know loads of ppl are lookin for ppl to do tis kinda job but i hate it!
worst, pay sux! supervisor veri fierce. big boss veri 'meow' (stingy). lady boss always wans us to sae 'gd mornin/noon/evening'. boring job cz no ppl come in! boss sae its our fault if sales no gd. hell. ppl wanna buy they'll come into the store, wad isit gonna do wit us? 9 hrs per day. onli sundae off. wanna take off nid to go through so many ppl, so many problem and so many unhappiness. duh!
anyway, ive went for an interview at a cafe. my pri skool pal intro me. they called and told mi i was choosen. *big smile* betta paying, flexible working hrs, more things to do. i gonna start work next mth. my current job is sooooo boring. i bring radio, newspaper and food ther but time stil goes by soooo ssslllooowwwlllyyy...
'ah ma' left us. 16th jan 06. 6.40pm. on eric's car.
ah ma is a dog btw. she's realli old. 13+. she's 1 of the dogs in our shop and she's there for as long as anyone can rmb. kind, gentle but drools alot. she had lung infection. ah ma had it for a long time but it wasnt as bad as a few days ago. eric saw ah ma was in a bad shape and took her to the clinic. on the way, ah ma was bout to fall asleep but eric shook her to wake her up. the moment he parked his car to the clinic's carpark, ah ma fell into a deep slep and never woke up.
i got the news at bout 7pm+. it hitted mi so badly, i juz squat on the floor and stare into space. (lucky tt wasnt any customer.) all the images of ah ma can flashing back. everytime i feed her, she would try to eat in b4 i place it on the floor. tat time she spill her food and i picked up bit by bit and put onto the bowl for her. her thick saliva on the newspaper and i had to change it. her happiness whenever i went into the pet shop.
foxy,berrie and every other dog in the store wasnt barkin when i arrive. they all knew. everyonr except chocolate. she stil barked happily. however, one of the staff told me she was acting unusually bad and barkin alot last few daes b4 ah ma passed away. so she knew too. foxy, and always jumpy dog was so quiet. she keep sniffing ah ma when eric was wrapping her up in a box to be cremated on the 17th jan. ''we will always remember you'' eric wrote on the box. it was her last moment. ah ma looked so peaceful. all dogs go the heaven, they sae. yes. i believe in that too.
wat a beginning of 2006.
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