cups of cheer

Sunday, September 25, 2005

today is the 1st time gone out after all my days of studying in my tiny room. went to orchard wit karen and junshen. i was actually suppose to meet at the end of the cabin wit karen but i passed by her and she didnt notice. i saw a lady in white but i didnt care too. who knows, she was tt lady. she was sitting, i was standing, about 10 footsteps away, but we didnt notice at all! o my. we do look diff from skool. hehe. after orchard, we went to k pool. had alot of laughs cz long time nv go le. luckily ppl stil rmb me. =b

after pool js, karen and me went down(outside mac). js smoked and i listened to his ipod mini. juz den, charger passed by me! omg! but he didnt notice me too. (am i so unnoticeable? mayb i looked too diff from skool.) i kinda gone crazy and grabbed karen's arm and point his direction. den he turned around. i kinda froze and den turn to another direction. oso duno he saw me anot. after tt, i was all lively and chirpy even thouugh i'm tired. hehe. woot! great great great! karen ask me to follow him see where he go. o nono! if his frenz see me, i can nv face them in skool anymore.

after i cooled down, i went back to k pool again. after watching them play pool, went downstairs again(s11). junwei called me. when i returned his call, i saw him near s11. i walked up to him and chatted abit. funi guy. duno why he is forever smiling. haha. siao. went back to k pool, i know, Again. den saw shuping and ronnie. damn, ronnie is skinny! and his hair is nice. suddenly seem so tiny. haha. chatted abit. after jas and alpo... (forgt his name) finished their game, sp grabbed my arm and tell me ronnie has asked 'him' to come k pool. my whole chirpy mood dropped straight down to zero. i only wanna know wher is he so i can avoid tt place. i duno y i wanna do tt. im so used to avoid him. somehow, it juz hurts too see him again. it is bad to avoid someone? anyway, i failed to avoid him but i manage to walk pass quickly so he wun see me. i went to the toliet to... i duno. stand at the mirror, and tears are already on the edge. liwei came in and i calmed down abit. when i return back, he was inside k pool. liwei, andrew and me den went home. what a day.

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