cups of cheer

Monday, January 31, 2005

because i'm a girl-KISS

6 days that i didnt write my blog. so damn busy. mon-eng remedial, wed-maths remedial, thurs-bio remedial, fri-chi test. everyday like that stay back can die. i'm trying to squeeze all my energy to cope wit O level life. is realli a 'all work no play' life. maybe not on the weekends. fri plae pool. sat went library and pool and today went central eat and buy clothes. hehe.

at k pool talk alot to jing yu and andrew. mostly tok to jing yu bout 'adidas cap, tony' and 'teh-see-meng, desmond' haha. at nite jing yu sms me a question that i've tried to avoid answering for a long long time. my answer to her is still duno. i'm just wearing a mask all day long, trying to act as happy as i can be when i am with ppl. when i'm alone, is a totally different story. i dont know how long am i going to wear this mask. i've been wearing it for 3 years now. i just cant smile truly from my soul. maybe i've to wear it for the rest of my life. who knows? if the day comes that i cant take it anymore and fall, who will be there to catch me? i hope it will be you.

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