cups of cheer

Friday, October 01, 2004

yet again, you lied.
yet again, you broke your promise.
yet again, you hurt me.
yet again, i trusted you.
yet again, you betray my trust.
yet again, you asked for forgiveness.
yet again, i believed in you.
but yet again, you shattered my heart into pieces.

is it so hard to tell the truth?
is it so hard to keep your promises?
is it so fun to say sorry
and that you have you say it everytime?
but after every sorry, its back to square one

i know i've hurt you
i've say bad thing about you
i've been such a bitch
but i deeply apologise
and i'm totally disappointed in myself
and swear i'll never do that again
you said you forgive me
but

revenge is all you ever wanted
is my fault and i know
and you said you forgiven me
now you take revange
and played with my feelings
and is so fun
you ask your friends to join in
is it a bit too much
is it a bit too un-gentlemen

ever though you've done that
i still forgiven you
and i dont know why
maybe for love
maybe for like
or maybe because i'm born to forgive you
accept your fault
and love who you are inside

then there are stories of you falling for another gal
and i
i
i hope it wasnt true
and i knew i was lying
to myself

i'm lost
so lost
i cant find the right path to happiness
i'm lost
not because without you
but because with you
i cant read your mind
and i'm really scare
i'm afriad of what you say
i'm afriad of you do
and i'm afriad everything single thing about you
because i'm afriad what you did to me
are all lies

i know this will be the end
but i cant seem to move on
like the way you do
i may seem happy
but deep down is a scar that can never
ever
be heal
after you lied and left
i cant smile
from my heart
it hurts so much
and tears are flowing
inside
is hard to be in reality
be in a world
without you
but is more hard
to be in a world
with you

we've now both gone seperate way
you left for happiness
i stayed with my memories
you search for your gal
i search for your heart
you want me to forget you
i want you to be forever happy

you've grown up

i haven

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