Monday, January 16, 2006

so many things, so lil time.

check my last blog, i was all smiles. now, i dont even know wher had they gone to. im screaming but there no sound.

it was my bdae. then chirstmas. then new year. then new job. then now. so many things had happened. met new ppl. new friends. new job. new (lousy) salary. blah. but i aint happy.


on my bdae. 6th dec 05
boating trip on melvin's (my dad's fren) yatch. 1st time on a yatch. amazing. fishing. bbq. went to kusu island. so fun. got realli tanned too. every1 enjoyed themselves and wanted to go again!

xmas eve countdown. 24th dec 05
do not ever go to orchard on xmas. crowded, sticky, smelly! ppl spraying fake snow from cans, disgusting! the smell of the gas stinks so much and making me hard to breath. and i've no idea why are ther suddenly so many ''man'' at orchard, you know, tat kinda ''man''. i cant state wat kinda man, the govt will fine and jail me. they are so damn eww! they werent touchin wit hands but the like to squeeze among the ladies. i was seperated from my frens(karen, grace) onli after a 10 mins walk among the crowd and i soon found out im surrounded wit man, all kinda man! but, i was lucky. came outta the crowd alive and untouched.
we went for a drink and saw him wit this girl and my xmas mood went straight to negative 1000. i sat at my seat, trying to look out for him but couldnt. my xmas was ruin. jus then, i saw him again, wit a big bunch of guys and girls. so tat wasnt his gf. wad a relief. he saw me but we didnt greet each other. after i brought my drinks, he was gone. i smsed him, hoping mayb he wil chat wit me but he didnt reply. that was my last sms to him til now. and yes, i stil like him, loads!

new year eve countdown 31st dec 05
hell of a party! loads of nutty ppl partied at downtown east d'marquee. yea, nutty ppl. fighters, tt kinda ''man'', gd lookin dudes, ah bengs, ah lians, parents, kids and even babies. i realli dont understand wad are the parents thinking! of cz, i went to a grp of nutty ppl too. grace, alvin, chek chuan. i grooved, chek chuan dance, grace shaked, alvin clapped. how nice. i was crazy tt nite. the 2 poor guys were shocked. its my 1st outing wit them. wonder wad kinda impression i've made. hehe.
after countdown, movie time. cinemas were closed but lan shops werent. we went to cine and found out rooms are avaliable to watch dvds. we booked a room and watched 'the skeleton key'. nt bad. bout curse and stuff. chek chuan didnt watch, he dun like horror movies but he didnt told us. o well. but he was gentleman enough to help us set up the dvd player. nice chap. after movie, home we go. my new record, 24hrs no slep. (yea, i know it doesnt sound alot, u may even beat me but isnt this blog all bout me? =b)

new job. 1st jan 06
again, an 'all-in-1' position. however, tis is far more worst den my pet shop job. tis includes sales, cashier, cleaning, packing, telemarketing and giving out pamplets! isit it lame?! if i wanted to do telemarketing, i would had find a similar job. same as giving out pamlets. i know loads of ppl are lookin for ppl to do tis kinda job but i hate it!
worst, pay sux! supervisor veri fierce. big boss veri 'meow' (stingy). lady boss always wans us to sae 'gd mornin/noon/evening'. boring job cz no ppl come in! boss sae its our fault if sales no gd. hell. ppl wanna buy they'll come into the store, wad isit gonna do wit us? 9 hrs per day. onli sundae off. wanna take off nid to go through so many ppl, so many problem and so many unhappiness. duh!
anyway, ive went for an interview at a cafe. my pri skool pal intro me. they called and told mi i was choosen. *big smile* betta paying, flexible working hrs, more things to do. i gonna start work next mth. my current job is sooooo boring. i bring radio, newspaper and food ther but time stil goes by soooo ssslllooowwwlllyyy...

'ah ma' left us. 16th jan 06. 6.40pm. on eric's car.
ah ma is a dog btw. she's realli old. 13+. she's 1 of the dogs in our shop and she's there for as long as anyone can rmb. kind, gentle but drools alot. she had lung infection. ah ma had it for a long time but it wasnt as bad as a few days ago. eric saw ah ma was in a bad shape and took her to the clinic. on the way, ah ma was bout to fall asleep but eric shook her to wake her up. the moment he parked his car to the clinic's carpark, ah ma fell into a deep slep and never woke up.
i got the news at bout 7pm+. it hitted mi so badly, i juz squat on the floor and stare into space. (lucky tt wasnt any customer.) all the images of ah ma can flashing back. everytime i feed her, she would try to eat in b4 i place it on the floor. tat time she spill her food and i picked up bit by bit and put onto the bowl for her. her thick saliva on the newspaper and i had to change it. her happiness whenever i went into the pet shop.
foxy,berrie and every other dog in the store wasnt barkin when i arrive. they all knew. everyonr except chocolate. she stil barked happily. however, one of the staff told me she was acting unusually bad and barkin alot last few daes b4 ah ma passed away. so she knew too. foxy, and always jumpy dog was so quiet. she keep sniffing ah ma when eric was wrapping her up in a box to be cremated on the 17th jan. ''we will always remember you'' eric wrote on the box. it was her last moment. ah ma looked so peaceful. all dogs go the heaven, they sae. yes. i believe in that too.



wat a beginning of 2006.

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Friday, December 02, 2005

back to work

actually was back to work a few days ago, juz tt tis time i work a full 10 hours. pretty tired but im so glad to work at the pet shop again. familiar faces, dogs and tt oh-my-goodness-smell-of poo, loads of poo!


i hate cleaning the puppy room. its the worst place on earth in the morning. pphheeewww! its like a room tt had been blasted by 30 stink bombs! luckily todae i nid not clean the cages, my boss helped me. he's fast man! when u clean the cages, 1/2 of ur body hav to go inside the cages to clean the back of the cage. imagnie 1/2 ur body inside a cage full of dog's shit! woot!

tt's not the worst part. if ther are some shit stuck between the cages's floor, you'll hav to scrub it, and most of the the shit-water wil shoot all over the place. some of it may stick to ur shirt, others may fly to ur shoulders, and almost everytime, it'll find its way onto ur face or into ur mouth! goodness! its like the "Attack of the Shit-Water", a R21 movie becz its too horrible of kids to watch. eww! damn damn gross! tt's why i'll wash my face everytime i finish cleaning the cages. my colleague wil bath. haha. but i hate bathin in the toliet. so small, so dirty.


after work, my boss, his 2 frenz and me went out for supper at serangoon. i didnt know its so happening even in the nite. i always hang around at the outside (chomp chomp ther), if you go inside wher all the pubs and ktv are, ther loads of cafes and bars tt open till late. they also had veri nice names like 'liquid kitchen', 'umbrella'.

we went to had out supper at 'happy daze'. the food ther, okie lo. i expected betta. the menu had alot of choices! i love it! from chi cusine to western, dessert to waffles, latte to milkshakes to beers to shots, snacks to dog's food. woot! i ate pasta, my fav! quantity, not enough. quality, abit below average. mayb i too use to pasta maina's pasta. hehe.


well, im veri content wit todae's pay. last time 40/day, now 5/hr means 50/day. wow! im realli loving it. i juz hope tt my boss keep on helpin mi clean puppy's room den i'll continue to work. and now, i've learn hw to tok more. tis means more outgoing. tis means customer wil buy more stuff from the shop. hehe.

1st step, smile! show ur teeth and they'll tok to u. i takin tis advice seriously so i can maintain my job. haha. todae many ppl tok to mi becz i smiled at them. i wanna break away from my very-quiet past and be a new me. look out world, here zal come. =]

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Monday, November 21, 2005

20 more hourse to go, thank god!
3pm and im free. free from being a sec skool student, free from o level, free from the teachers that i hate the most! i've been planning for a quite awhile now. wher to go, what to do, who to go out with, what i should buy da da da. i even started planning it before o level! it realli exciting being a o-level-free-girl! yea, i do love my life!

work.
dull.
but the money is attractive. its not as great as being in skool. no friends to kid around with, the 'customer is always right' thingy, need to learn and memorize new stuff, not as fun as the 'younger' version of us tot it will be. yea, no skool! who doesnt love that? but i like skool, w/o the exams. it can drive me up the walls! this o level is 1 good proof of what im trying to say here.

back to work. im still thinkin of what to work as.
well, my pervious boss as asked mi to come back to work. i wanna go back. cute doggies, 1000/mth, handsome boss, hav sofa and tv, etc.
negative part, smelly, dirty (dealing with dogs bile/faeces/poo/SHIT), customer always ask me stuff i duno(its my fault actually, juz wanna make tis list longer), the stinky-ness after work and i've a nose that hate fur and dust. should i go back to work ther? im too lazy to find another work. the boss is great, friendly and stuff, but im nt good wit customers. im not tt out-going. and the pay is good. the only part is the customers. `sign

my activties for the week after my exams are shopping, movies, good food, great company + fun fun fun! woot! i've a new shopping list. check out in my wishlist.
harry potter and the goblet of fire, chicken little and all great movies that are coming up, here Zal come!
food? hmm. im gonna ask my parents to help mi with this section.
company, tt's easy! my klassmate/crazy fren karen! and not forgetting my 7 girl pals and some of their bf! they simply rock my world! and some other peepz i haven mention but hanging out wit me soon, u guys are great!

and you, the one who had make me go weak on my knees and my head spin whenever i see you. tomorrow is the day i reveal my secret tt im not the girl u tot i was. (he save my no. under my fren's name) tomorrow im gonna ask u to a date. tomorrow, o tomorrow. im head over heels in love~
`sniff sniff. smell anything? love is in the air. o my. i wanna share my joy with everyone that me, Zal, is in love with .....

=]

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I LOVE SUNDAY winks
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Friday, November 04, 2005

school's out
memories past
don't ever doubt
our friendship will last....

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I LOVE SUNDAY winks
at |1:49 AM|

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same

But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day

Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon

And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair

And this is how i feels
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still beFriends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule

Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can we ever find a job that won't interfere with a tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

We will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men

Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly


`i'll really miss you guy. good luck for your O level.
yea, its a time to fly

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Friday, October 28, 2005

the sun rose in a pool of crimson and rose pink, spilling the light all over the land
it 8am!
last day of skool (for the sec1-3)

i had this strange tot this morning when i woke up. no, i didnt tot of jumpin on my bed and scream my head off(hmm, tt can work for a morning col for my sis), i actually like going to skool. i like the books, teachers, klassmates, recess.... all that. it kinda amaze me. such great memories in cbss.

thinkin of next yr i wun be back to sit at my klass and listen to all those familiar voices talkin, or even scoldin, it kinda saddens me.

i'll miss my yellow table aka bed. i had sweet dreams(and saliva) on it. hope no one gets tt table.

canteen food and auntie. food, nice, and damn cheap. but its sick to eat the same thing 5 times a week. auntie is veri 'meow', always say us when we took more chilli. but, i stil like her. she provide us cheap food, mind you. wher else can u find a bowl of noddles for $1??

mr gan, best teacher on earth, no, the entire universe!!

it can take my whole life to continue this.


i'll certainly miss the skool. too bad i didnt treasure enough when i was in it
next yr, wun be waking up at 6am in the morning, wear my skool u and go to skool
next yr, no more P.E lessons=no more captian ball!
next yr, no more cheap canteen food
next yr, no more singing of the pledge, goin back to klassroom, lying on my table
next yr, no more feedin the fishes
next yr, no more doin lame and stupid things(nah. tis will still exist)
next yr, no longer part of cbss
next yr, next yr, wun be seeing him
next yr...
damn! what a year!

26 days to the end my secondary school life


this is a feelings of a 17 yr old girl who is going to graduate in 602 hours time.

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I LOVE SUNDAY winks
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Saturday, October 22, 2005

2005, Chong Boon Secondary School 9th Graduation Ceremony
venue: Pasir Park 3
time: 2.30pm-7pm

after 5 long years in chongboon sec, im offically a GRADUATED STUDENT!

my 1st thought when i came into cbss "what a sucky skool". now, im a changed person. cbss is not a bad skool after all. plus this new principal, it had changed (in a very good way) quite alot. fond memories will stays for life.

i met up wit some frenz and went to skool. we were asked to go to the hall for further instructions. after a short speech from the principal, we were on the bus to pasir park.

5nb were the 1st to reach ther! (i know tt's sounds childish) on our way to the meeting stop, we gossip wit miss bai and some of my frenz. gossip bout whu? hehe. its betta to keep it secret.
when we reach, speeches were told from 5a, 5b, 4e1 and 4e2 from teachers to students and visa vice. graduating cert were also given out by our form teachers to the students. it wasnt touching or anything but i'll sure rmb what the teachers had said.
"hav faith in watever u do"
"believe in yourself"
"persereve"
"work hand in hand in times of trouble"
"good luck for your o levels"
"you may forget the chemisty formula in the years to come... =] "
very meaningful indeed

next is my fav part, the games! there were the hula hoop, turn over a new leaf and dress up. i'll nt go into details bout them, u'll probably juz close my website. its all about teamwork, teamwork and more teamwork. my frens juz had a quarrel wit my klassmate yesterday and we can work as one wit each other the next day, tt's pretty amazing. we cheer for each other and hugged when we win the games (we win 2 outta 3 games!). tis shows tt our klass can unite in times of trouble. you go 5NB!

after tt, we had out refreshments. all the klasses are aiming at our our pizza. hehe. our clever form teacher, mrs lee, gave this idea. she oso make durain cake and jiaying made fruit jellies. deeelicioussss! everything tasted so goooood! (or mayb i was hungry) jing yi from 5na cook tom yam fried rice. hmm hmm. *lips licking good*

we had bout 1 1/2 hr to enjoy and hang around. my frens (liwei, weishan, huaiyue, hweeping, jiaying, karen) went down to the beach and took loads of photos! stupid ones, obscene (its juz a photo of our butts, mind you) and pretty ones. its realli low tide, like the tusmami is goin to happen or something. after tt, we went back near the meeting spot. liwei and hweeping took photos wit their chi klass ppl. i also asked them to take wit us (althought i dun even know who are they) 1 of them smiles like a rabbit. haha. (liwei col him ah gua)

6.30pm. time to go home. some students and teachers said more speeches about what they feel about tis activity and we had a 'hip hip hurray' cheers. in tt very second, i found out tt everyone in the skool is part of the chongboon family. we're as close as ever.

what will happen after today, no one knows. but 1 thing is for sure, its this very day
21st oct 2005
that had brought all of us so close together as 1 BIG family. it wil always be stored somewher deep in our hearts and nv be forgotten. the sweet memories of this day, our 4/5 years in chongboon sec and the teachers, frens, canteen food/auntie, pond, da da da, wil always stay wit us.

im content wit what i have now. the ppl i've known or seen, all the happenings and stuff, its means so much to me. every single 1 of the ppl i've known or seen are more then jus a person, they are what makes me who i am today.
especially to all the ppl who turned up for the graduation ceremony, all the very best for ur o levels (which includes me) and rmb, we are part of the CHONGBOON FAMILY!
CHEERS!

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I LOVE SUNDAY winks
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Friday, September 30, 2005

inter house soccer competition was held yesterday. not bad i must say. exciting indeed.

before the competition, the sec5 had a friendly match of captian ball with the sec2. somehow, we got more guys in our team so they wanna ask more ppl in. okie, we're cool.
8 ppl from their team, 2 guys, 6 gals, all gals from netball.
6 ppl from our team, 4 guys, 2 gals, none from netball.
den it rained. so the chair for the catcher was replaced by the pole. so now, captains ball had changed to netball, w/o the rule of defender hav to stand 3 feet away from the person who's goin to score.
and, WE WON! 1 good victory! i forgot the score. though. but the impt thing is we had fun.
after tt, we went to the hall to play somemore. this time, it was a mixture between all the players. i was hitted in the stomach and smashed by the ball on my right cheek, but it doesnt matter. i'm still alive, tt's gd enough.

after the game, i went down and watch the soccer match. i had always loved soccer! nt the handsome guys(hmm?), but its the games. exciting, the thrill u get when ur fav team was goin to score, and they scored! wow! well, my greenies, was, sad to say, last... but, i loved the game anyway. again, i've saw talents in my skool teams i've never seen before.

for instance, yong teck. mr slep-all-day-at-klass is pro in soccer. he didnt come in the morning tt day but came in the noon juz to play soccer. he takes his games seriously and he did purple hse proud but getting a 3rd place.
and jacky. small size, but good good good. the best players for my hse, greenies. he can play, im so impressed! most of the time, he had the ball wit him and worked wit his team. even players from other houses had praises for him. he had so much den i expected.
ther's oso kai jie. he was the man! he realli has great soccer skills! i never tot he was so good in soccer. he is one guy tt you must see it to believe it. *clap clap*

the final score, 1st-blue, 2nd-yellow, 3rd-purple, 4th-red, 5th/last-green.

o well, i still love my greenies as much as ever. =]

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I LOVE SUNDAY winks
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